I Blame…

Whenever I saw a Myvi for the past few weeks, I become super sad instantly. It reminds me of my own baby. I love to wash him whenever he’s back home again, I’d polish the tyres so that he looks like he just got a new shoe, I put RainX so that he doesn’t have teary eyes when it rains. Just as fast as I’m reminded of my own Myvi, I’m instantly reminded of this…

Dang! This is a party pooper! I secretly wish that I have the courage to scratch other people’s Myvi and break their windows :P. I blame that STOOOOOOOOPID lorry driver for being such an @$$H0!3

For the past few weeks, I’ve been busy finishing lab report for MB 303 Human Molecular Genetic.

This thing right here, says that I have no leptin gene. Meaning, I am genetically fat. Now I can eat all I want without feeling guilty. And because of this thing, I’m practising sedantary lifestyle. I jog an hour and a half everyday. I feel fit, mentally. Physically, I’m still the same. All the sweating is no use. I blame mum and dad for my lack of leptin gene.


I went to Sunway yesterday with my housemate after 3 whole weeks being stuck at home. I tell you, Sunway has the best arcade! I think we spend around RM30 there. o.O I blame her for using up all the tokens. She died a lot in Time Crisis 4. I won the Super Mario Go Cart again! I’m good at racing 😛 

I haven’t spoilt myself for a long time and I haven’t bought anything for 5-6 months. I refuse to go home empty-handed. And so we headed to a bookstore. I bought myself a highlighter and a small notebook. 🙂 I felt so giddly happy afterwards.

The rainbow stripes is so hypnotizing. I secretly envy Adrian, Alex and Adeline because their dad operates a stationary shop. I’d think to myself, “Why can’t dad open a stationary shop instead?” I blame Western because its a clothing shop instead of a bookstore.


I blame the carpenter whose studytable I bought for this…

2.5 inches scar on my left leg. I look like one of those tai kar cheh with l’alcool d’une part et cigarette sur l’autre, with a toothpick stuck on the side of the mouth.



That day when I was involved in accident, I realise that there was nobody that I could call for help. It was then that I realise there was not one person in KL that I could count on when I face problems.

I wanted to get a ride home from police station. I didn’t know who to call. I wanted to call my cousin but didn’t. I don’t want to be someone who calls out of the blue when they need help. I’m not like that. Moreover, I’m not really that close to them.

I wanted to call my friends, but I can’t think of anybody.

I felt depressed and lonely.

My favourite quote;

At this moment there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls — and sometimes.. all you need is 1.


Somehow, I don’t feel like it. I need more than 1.


Car Accident

This is the scariest day of my life.

Two days ago, a total of 7 cars were crashed -including mine and a cement lorry.

I don’t remember much what happened, I am still traumatised by the incident.

From what I can recall, I saw a blue cement lorry through the rear mirror and it was moving way too fast. I felt weird that the lorry was still moving so fast because we were all waiting for the green light. When the lorry got closer, I kindof knew that it was going to crash my car. Everything after that is still a blur to me. I do remember an eerie sound of glass breaking and a loud B A N G. Next thing I know, my friend was shouting for me to get out of the car. Gas from the lorry leaked out. Luckily there’s no explosion whatsoever.

After getting out of the car, I just stood there. I saw that half of the Waja (that was in front of my car),was underneath the lorry. If I hadn’t seen the lorry coming, it would have been my car. After the lorry crashed onto my car, I kindof went to the left lane to minimize the impact and banged another car. Minutes later, it was raining heavily.

I’m sure I wasn’t in any shock but my friend and uncle, who came to tow my car an hour later, said I looked like it and I was pale. Dammit, I already put up my best face at the time. I nearly cried, my hands and legs felt weak and were shaking.

It was also my first time stepping into a police station.

The whole experience was scary and shocking. I’m grateful to be alive. My heart aches whenever I think of my car. Half of the car is a gone case.

Two accidents in two months, I must be having really bad luck.

PS: Forget to mention, the lorry driver ran away. The lorry driver has no license, the lorry has no road tax and insurance.


I must be having really bad luck.

Tagged, I’m it!

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Hopefully not after 35, that’d be sad.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Reading, listening to music.

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
No, I will be spending my time thinking of ways to get my revenge. 😛

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
I’m not sure.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have more than 1 dream to come true. I’m so smart!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No, never will.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and friends.

8. When was your latest best moment?
Loooooong time ago.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No, I’d be too shy to even admit it.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Always happy, funny and talks a lot. It’s a good thing, ok.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love (obviously), loyalty and lust? Joking.

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Killing, raping, and smoking. First impression is important.

13. What is your ambition?
Be someone important in history. Just like Alexander Graham Bell, Mozart or Britney Spears 😛

14. Is anyone really perfect?
Nothing is perfect, imperfection makes people more human.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Can’t I have both?

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My laziness and carelessness.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My best friend.

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
Nah, I don’t want to live forever.

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
Ting! Secret.

Tagging: Bexy, Simon and Alvin. So, Alvin has to do it again? Good!


I was suffering from terrible headache yesterday and a day before that. It actually started last Sunday. I took Panadol but it didn’t work. It came back to haunt me.

Now that I am okay again, I feel very grateful. I don’t realise how good being healthy feels. There were times that I secretly wish I had headache or some other illness just to run away doing something. Now I know how stupid it is.

Health is wealth. Its so cheesy but so damn true.

I Am Jobless

I’m jobless.

Eventhough I haven’t graduate yet, I am already jobless. I don’t dare to imagine what the situation would be like after  I graduated.

I have sent a gazillion e-mails to bezillion companies and none have yet to give me a good news.

I feel small.

I might as well e-mail daddy. Come to think of it, working for dad might not be such a bad idea.

  1. I get paid
  2. Food paid
  3. Accomodation paid
  4. Come in late for work
  5. Finish work early

Problem is, I don’t like staying under mummy’s armpit. 😛

Britney Spears Comeback

I am glad that Britney Spears is back on track. She won three VMAs for

  1. Best Video of The Year
    ->up against Chris Brown, Jonas Brothers, Pussycat Dolls and The Ting Tings
  2. Best Female Video
    ->up against Mariah Carey, Katy Perry, Rihanna and Jordin Sparks
  3. Best Pop Video
    ->Danity Kane, Jonas Brothers, Panic at the Disco and Tokio Hotel

Britney kicks ass! Mariah Carey, Rihanna, Chris Brown or Katy Perry have nothing on her. Her comeback this year is highly anticipated, opening the VMA for the third time and getting the Moonman for the first time.

Rolling Stone magazine wrote: “One of the most controversial and successful female vocalists of the 21st century,” she “spearheaded the rise of post-millennial teen pop… Spears early on cultivated a mixture of innocence and experience that broke the bank”.

Anyone who knows me, knows that I’m a Britney fanatic. My parents call me crazy, my sister laughed at me, my friends shake their heads. You can say all you want, but I don’t care. I know you all are jealous that I have such strong faith that is unshakable.

Britney will always be my Pop Princess. I grew up listening to her songs and will continue supporting her. Screw the paparazzi.








Ps; Esther has unofficially named herself Esther Britney Spears.

Esther Sia: Mummy, daddy, ka cheh… I have a new name now.
Me: What is your new name?
Esther Sia:  Don’t call me Esther Sia. My name is Esther Britney Spears.
*Laughters and silly looks*
Mummy: What about Sia, your surname?
Esther Britney Spears: Don’t need Sia jor geh. Already have Britney Spears so no need Sia loh.
Mummy: *Speechless*   o.O