Kids Pt 14

This happened today. I was so surprised that I do not have a reply to what she said.

Esther: Ka cheh, you know or not?! Siti Nurhaliza got married to her datuk!!!!



I notice that a lot of KL people likes to go out in their pajamas.

KL and all it’s glory

No Holiday

Gonna brush away all the negative thoughts and feelings aside because it’s time for




This less-than-a week-break, I am going to spend it wisely. By…





  1. Staring at the computer 24-7.
  2. Reading lots and lots of journals about  antibiotic resistance and probiotic.
  3. Play with doggies.
  4. Sleep.

Bad Day

I am veeeeeeeeery sleepy. Slept at six in the morning because of insomnia. Woke up at 9 to do some last minute studying and went for exam at 2.30.

I couldn’t really write because my thumb hurts. It’s been more than a week. I hope the lecturer understands my writing. 3 hours is not enough to pour out things learnt in 3 months plus.

I’m having problem trusting people.

This is not a good week.


I dreamt that I bought a dog from Aunty Jenny. A super duper cute dog. Had the body of a puppy shih tzu but the fur of a poodle. The dog has the curliest curls ever. The face is somewhat half a chow chow? Anyway, it was very cute! I was bringing it to the car when the aunty came and followed behind. She asked for money and I only have RM 150 with me. I was going to break my piggy bank but then I woke up. Stupid sun!

The other day, I dreamt of loosing teeth. All of them. I was in my primary school with my friends in the choir team. We were supposed to perform for somebody. Then, my teeth started to break. Into small million pieces. It was very painful and I tasted blood. I didn’t dare to tell anyone or open my mouth. At last when I couldn’t hold back any longer, I vomitted everything out. And then I wake up.

I hate stupid dreams.

I’ve got it all, but I feel so deprived. I go up, I come down, and I’m emptier inside. Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I’m missing and why can’t I let it go?

There’s gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high.

I’ve got the time and I’m wasting it slowly. Here in this moment, I’m halfway out the door. On to the next thing, I’m searching for something that’s missing.

Old, shabby and wrinkly twenty one.

Mummy called and sang me a birthday song 🙂  In Chinese! I understood first part of the song, the second part got me feeling confused. She said she initially wanted to express-mail me my gift but don’t know my address. Haha. Then she asked if she can send to college!

Oh I cannot wait to finally get my hands on this!


Bought especially from Milan during their expensive trip ’round Europe, while me and sis work our butts offShe added some personal touch to it. Making it more the precious than it already is. I know mum likes it a lot but… too bad. It is mine. *I can’t wipe the grin off my face* 😀

Lalalalala, back to studying.

Thank you for the wishes. If only wishes equals presents, the world would be so much brighter!

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees