Dissapointed

If I didn’t see it with my own eyes, I wouldn’t have believed it. I defended you when people say or joke about you. I whole-heartedly believed in you and that you would never do anything stupid. But you were stupid. So damn stupid. Stupid enough to risk and gave everything precious away. I’ve told you. Right from the start, I’ve told you. I advised you and warned you. Somehow the thought of you going behind our back never went through my mind. That is how much I believe in you. I look up to you, you had principles that you stood by fiercely. I had high hopes in you, I put you on a pedestal. I really want to ask what you are thinking and who the hell he think he is, but I don’t want to listen to you lying to my face. I know you will do that. Because, all along, I’ve been cheated by you. You really deserve an award for your acting. I know you will make up stories or deny all my accusations. I’ve already lost hope in you, listening you lying to me would make me just… hate you. I don’t know what I’m going to do with you. I don’t know what’s the right thing to do. I know I have a responsibility but I feel sick looking at your face. The facts haunts me. I wish I never knew what I know now. In fact, I remember you convincingly said that you would never do anything stupid. You said you know what you are doing and you are matured enough. I trusted you.

No more.

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