What I need more than anything else right now is to breakdown and cry.
I don’t want to fake a smile or lie and say that I am ok. I don’t want to pretend I can handle it. I don’t want to worry about people worrying about me.
I just want to cry.
I want someone to give me a big hug and let me cry my heart out. I don’t want advise. Just someone to sit beside me while I cry.