Dog Troubles

Cesar is a great dog handler. You leave him around any trouble maker dogs, and he sees the problem right away. Aggressive, dominant, fearful dog. No dog is too much for him. It’s always the same concept for all dogs: get them to be in a calm submissive state, discipline and exercise.

I watch The Dog Whisperer everyday in hopes of finding an episode that can help me deal with my dog. But it’s to no avail. So far, there’s no episode for dogs with uncontrollable bladder. Am I the only one having this problem with dogs? It can’t be!



There are some days when everything goes wrong. Every. Single. Thing.
When everyone is annoying the hell out of me.

Today is the day.

Everyone should just back off and let me be. Sheesh!


I was told I am a responsible person. At once, I chuckled to myself. If I were something, it definitely will not be responsible. I run away from responsibility or during rough times. Time and time again.

I was told I did not stood up to take the challenge. Yes, you are damn right. I am scared and fearful of failure. I rather hide and give up than give it a shot.

In all my life, I chose the easy way out. And give myself excuses after excuses.

But enough is enough. I am going to rise up to the challenge and brave the storm! I will at least try before quitting. I’d stick through the bad times. Winners can’t be quitters.


Hello Goodbye

My two months is up. Just two months ago, I finally muster up enough courage to make this decision. A decision that has been hard to make; decision that puts an end to all this. But I guess all good things must come to an end. So here I am, bidding goodbye to a memorable chapter.

Goodbye to you, the place where I’ve shed tears, of joy, laughters and sadness. Unknowingly, this is where I’ve found a part of myself. Learning every step of the way, making mistakes after mistakes, working and neglecting everything and everyone around me. All part of the working life. I learn to be independent, learn to think of others, of consequences and of betterment. Working, is not as easy as I thought it would be. There were times when I wanted to give up, to just break down and return home. But I am glad that I went through the rough patches, if not, I wouldn’t know the sense of accomplishment you feel after the storm.

Work isn’t all bad. With time I was able to feel at home. I know without a doubt that this is what I will miss most. Feeling like you belong, you matter, you count. A lot of happy times. All this l owe it to the ever so friendly people there. All whom I call friends. Ahh… This bunch of silly, ridiculous, caring little humans. Little humans because… yes, I am Gulliver amongst them. Yet, I feel we are one. I know in the back of my mind, they have my back.

I will definitely miss our sudden sing-along moments. Especially when it’s late at night and LMFAO come on the iPod. Everyday I’m shuffling! or I’m sexy and I know it. I’d miss dancing with them. I’d miss smacking the light out of them, pinching people, chasing people. I’d miss the times we gang up to laugh at a person, though usually it ends up laughing at me. I’d miss how we back up each other when times are tough.

There’s a lot that I would miss. But most of all, the one thing I will miss the most is you.

You, who unknowningly, became important in my life. Jean Jing, Ah Por, Yee Ping, Loli, Chu Chu Pig, Glass/Taufu, Chu Chai, Mera, Mawarni buntut besar, Shidah, Aini, Hui Kee and Baie.

Friends are helpful not only because they will listen to us, but because they will laugh at us; Through them we learn a little objectivity, a little modesty, a little courtesy; We learn the rules of life and become better players of the game

-Will Durant

I am finally leaving home, spreading my wings to see what the world has to offer. Truth be told, I am scared. Yet I know this is what I need to do. It may be a mistake, may not be but I need to do it nevertheless.

Til we meet again, friends!

The pain of parting is nothing compared to the joy of meeting again

-Charles Dickens

Blind leading the Blind

If only you can hear me out.

We need a leader with his own vision, not a messenger. A leader does not boast of his achievements, rather, the achievements speaks for themselves. A leader drives people, not drive people nuts. A leader not only inspire, but perspires with the team. A leader understands and does not manipulate people because inventories can be managed but people must be lead. A good leader inspires people to have confidence in the leader, but a great leader inspires people to have confidence in themselves.

All of the above, isn’t what I see in you. The funny thing is that, you would think it is you. Wake up my dear.

Last but not least, quoting from Lao Tzu

A leader is best when people know he barely exists, when his work is done, his dream fulfilled, they will say: we did it ourselves

‘Nuff said!